Well anyway. So I'm pretty mixed up now and I'm split into like, 5 halves? One half wishes I were closer to God, which is the right half, in a sense. Another half wishes I had a life. Another wishes school weren't so tough. Yet another wishes I had more close friends. Another half wishes I were I could right all wrong things.

Oh well. I'm into alot of stuff suddenly. Things that I'm prolly not prepared for. Not without His help and guidance. There are lots of people I wanna emulate, or follow. I dunno, I feel weird and out of place. Like I don't exactly belong here nor there. I guess cause hardly anyone visits this blog or even reads my posts I should just spill everything. Shouldn't I.

I guess I really was inspired by Chew's entries but I just dunno how to say it. I just feel really estranged, and a lot of other stuff. Like I suddenly feel like going back to camp, bad. And I dunno, Prolly I need to talk to someone? Like alot?