At this juncture, I don't know how to classify it. Seems so hard, and 9 months just swished by without much success. I know how it's done in theory, but when it just gets down to the crunch, I can't do it. And there's just been so many more grey issues than I've ever counted in my llife. He was right, it's not an easy path. Are You there? Of course, but then why don't I seem to take notice? Is there some way I can be saturated enough to not think about anything else? And even then, how will I do it? But I'm not saturated. No, I don't think so, not yet, I'm not. It takes much more than that.