I've seen so many stumbling things today, I may as well have been a rotten tree felled by an axe. Plus, major UPSET. Now listen, I don't want to rant, but you should've listened to what we had to say before you shot us down, you who our cast and crew are so angry and annoyed with, who probably don't even know that this blog or the people who're all dying to have you skinned, diced, roasted, fried, charred, burnt, scattered of the face of Pluto even exist. Do you know the impact of your words? Can you fathom the extent of damage? Will you be able to restitute what's lost that cannot be retrieved? I really hope for your and my sake that we pull through.

That aside. I. Have. Been. A. Total. Say-it. I'm sorry, for upsetting You again, and again, and again, with my needless attempts to impress everyone under over in the sky but You. Please take control of my life. Everything I ever said or held against that once-considered-mis-judge I take back. I let go, I release, I loose. With a deep breath, I exchange the old self for the new Spirit, and I am bitter no more. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank You. For being what You are. Now, help me, when I am ready, to do that which I was conceived, developed, birthed and came to earth to do. It's now or never.