My mind is still reeling. It still can't believe that You actually did it. My spirit can, though. It's something called faith, maybe? I guess, I'm thankful to You for hoouring me in my attempt to do my best for You. At the end of it all, we just have to give You the glory for doing the seemingly impossible. Really, I can't express my gratitude enough. But there still remains the problem of my behaviour.

And random thoughts I thought to pen down. Last night I had the best dream. I dreamt that overnight, I grew to 180 centimetres and 60 Kilograms. Fat hope, huh. Looks like what was troubling me wasn't the CCTs, just English. How very typical. And slap me silly, I do believe *cut* :/ Well, that's convenient. My badminton skills have stayed at "phenomenal" levels [: Despite not having played for weeks. Falling ill sucks when you're not worth having someone to keep your notes. Amazing, they sent it O: Thank You so much. Some people you just can't forget. And I can't believe I made such a stupid mistake. I forget what the mistake is, but I hold to my theory of not forgetting people. Hmm, ask *cut*? Maybe. Ask *cut*? I must be crazy. So many things on my mind. *Big cut* So would mine, actually, so no questions there. She is so fascinating. Not in any way more than Him. Definitely not. This sinking feeling lark is really getting to me. It's the third time now. What are You telling me? I am listening. I'm not fond of her. Lunch does not mean anything. Of course not, what do you take me for? Fine with it? I'm glad for that.

Call me queer, call me strange, call me whatever you will. All I ever wanted was to dream of another sunshine with you.