You know, when I went to take a read, I realised that I'd actually stumbled on your blog, I don't know, weeks back? I'm just saying.

Anyway, reading it was a blessing for me because it just woke me up to the whole dimension of spiritual possibilities I've been missing simply because I've shortchanged myself by spending so little time with Him. After this I will go right back to it: mark my words.

But thanks, I guess? For considering me close enough to share the link. I think you know how much I've struggled with friends on earth and acceptance, sometimes. I find it so difficult to come by a friendship that isn't so active it's forced, or so passive it's dead. I find myself increasingly more well-acquainted in this world, and yet, ironically, strangely, and yet comfortingly, more distant from most, than ever, such that it gravitates me towards You, God.

I guess I need more of this, don't I? And less excuses why I am 'not free to read Your Word'. I am! Really, I have time. But I am just procrastinating and delaying and it makes my spirit so hungry for you I feel terrible inside and yet my flesh is willing to push it off. I am starving spiritually and I need to feast.

Okay, that's enough of that - off to read.